livingthroughinfidelity

I should have noticed the  signs a long time ago.  They were there, staring me right in the face.  I guess the problem was that I didn’t want to believe that he would ever cheat on me.  He’s the one who wanted to get married and be a family.  Really, things were wonderful for awhile.  I don’t know why things started going downhill for us after our daughter was about four years old.  Things seemed to shift and even though I still tended to all of his needs.  He had friends, but he spent most of the time with us up until he started acting differently.  There were times that I noticed that he would just get so angry at me, and I couldn’t figure out what was going on with him.  Why would he start ranting and raving about simple, small things when they weren’t important factors to argue about?   One day, my teen daughter was in the garage and her friends were working on a car stereo and  the speakers were up so loud  that a couple of pictures came falling out of the ceiling and they brought them to me.  I saw a picture of two little boys with a spanish inscription on the back of it.  I knew some spanish but wasn’t too polished and could only make out part of it, but it was from someone that he must have left in Mexico.  Wow…….. that was sure a suprise to me.  I should have kept my mouth shut about it until I could ask around about it,  but I was so puzzled that I questioned him about it and he made up some song and dance about it being his nephews and since I trusted him, I believed him.  This should have been another clue that I should have picked up on way back when, but didn’t.  As I look back on the past, I can clearly see that now.

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