livingthroughinfidelity

I searched on and on for the answers but I wasn’t finding any, only the honest truth of his cheating and it for for real.  It was staring at me right in my face but I had a hard time with it all.  After all, we had a family. We had been together for quite awhile and I thought that he was dedicated to our family, but he wasn’t.  I spoke with my mother and dad who was always there to listen without any judgments and they knew what was going on too.  They tried their best to help me get through all of this but I still felt all alone. What was I going to do about it?  What could I do?  Did I make enough money to support myself? How would our separation affect my children, and his daughter who wasn’t old enough to know what was going on, only that we would be without her dad?  I was so torn apart over his betrayal that I cried until there were no more tears left.  I had no choice, because I had lost him to another woman.  Even though he told me over and over that he loved me, it was only words at that point, because his actions showed otherwise.

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