livingthroughinfidelity

Knowing that he was cheating on me was hard enough, but I just couldn’t catch them together. Why was it so important that I see them together?  Maybe,  for me, it was to actually show my brain that he really was cheating and it wasn’t a figment of my imagination like he wanted me to think. How could I make the decision as to what to do next? I just wanted to sweep it all under the rug and go on about life…..but that just wasn’t going to happen.  I just couldn’t pretend that he was seeing another woman. I wanted to be number one in his life.  I did  not want  to compete against this other woman. If he married me and pledged his love for me, why was he out with her?

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