livingthroughinfidelity

He had this pet name for me and it was “doll”.  He treated me so kindly at first, just as if you had a special porcelain doll, being careful not to handle it too harshly, taking extreme care of it. This doll (I)  got so pampered and felt really special when he said that to me, because at first, I knew he meant it. He acted like I was the only “doll” in the world. What happened to our wonderful story? His “doll” at some point in our marriage turned into an old forgotten one when the other woman came along. Did he call her his doll too? Did she get the special treatment that I used to get?  Was he like a child who first wants an animal and takes so good care of it at first, then after losing it’s excitement and no longer taking the care of it that they should have? I went through so much with him that I then starting feeling like that old doll that sits on one’s shelf. I hated how he treated me and could only stand for it for so long and after I finally  had had enough, this doll made the decision to leave. Although we have been apart and divorced for almost four years now,  this man still calls me his “doll”.  Has his new doll lost her luster too?

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